They were really bad though, like “how about YOU go to LA and I go back to PA and we’ll just WORK IT OUT FROM THERE.” bad.
Both times I was afraid I had fucked up so bad that I would lose her forever
But yeah, normally we agree on things so that’s good. And if we don’t agree on things we usually talk it out and go with what makes most sense
We talk a LOT
About future things, about Supernatural, about what we have to do to accomplish things, about weddings and birthdays and babies and politics and fears and families and friends and weaknesses and strengths and gender and just……everything
You can tell that something is wrong when one of us isn’t talkative
Is there a post with your story of meeting Jared & Dc Con?
OH MY GOD I THOUGHT THERE WAS BUT I CAN’T FIND IT????
I tell the story to anyone who may (or may not) want to hear it because DC Con weekend was such a perfect weekend and so everything went so so SO much better than anticipated and Jared stopped the line so I could grab him and, in my horrible sickness-induced scratchy voice, tell him “Thank you for giving me Sam.”
I had planned. For the Jared-meeting moment. For like, years.
And there wasn’t enough time to say all the things I could have said like “Sam is so important to so many people.” “Sam helped me get over my frequent panic attacks.” and “Sam is there for me when I can’t be there for myself”
But I tried to compact that all into the (literally) two seconds he had with each person. I was number 320-something in line and he only had 45min to do all of the photos. I knew it had to be fast.
"Thank you for giving me Sam."
It encompassed EVERYTHING. Absolutely everything that his character had done for me in my early-twenties-life-transitioning period.
And he replied by stepping back and motioning to just, me; “Well, I mean, you have him!”
There were hundreds of girls walking around in plaid shirts. I mean, it’s a popular style now even if you’re not a Supernatural fan.
I guess I didn’t expect him to realize I was cosplaying??
It’s not like anything I had on was accurate or anything, but jesus fucking christ I really didn’t even know what to do
—then he dragged me to where the picture was supposed to be taken but I asked for him to grab my head and make a “passionate face” or someshit I don’t know, that part was a blur, but I do remember the line of people waiting for their pictures started laughing and the picture didn’t print for another eight hours so there was an eight hour time frame where I knew people were laughing but I didn’t know what they were laughing at
and that’s about everything there is to know about me meeting Jared
It was a tiny bit magical and god, I have to thank drwatsonfan who bought me the ticket because let me fucking tell you what, there was no way I would have been able to afford $135 for a picture with him and I would have been a little crushed if Jared had been in the same building and I wasn’t able to meet him
do you like recieving asks and having conversations with people? Or does it annoy you?
Okay so i’m going to try to answer this completely, but I just want you guys to know that my messages mood varies like, a LOT
— sometimes I’m super needy for conversations. My inbox is empty like, most of the time, and most times when I get a message I answer super-quick
— that being said, sometimes I’m in the middle of something and I check my messages and there are some that need a lot of attention/a lot of writing and I think “of course I’ll remember this when I get back to my computer!” And I forget
— Also, on the subject of depression, I’m really not qualified to answer some of the asks I get. I’m an artist, and I know that some people look to me for support, but telling me you’re going to kill yourself is not a healthy way to start a conversation. Also it freaks me out because I can say the wrong thing so usually I try to direct those over to John since she’s more familiar with the feeling
— and it’s sometimes really difficult for me to remember conversations I have via text! Like, my memory is shoddy altogether anyways, but it’s really really bad with written word
— BUT YEAH, ALL THAT ASIDE I’M USUALLY DECENT ABOUT MESSAGES??
I really like to think so, though I’m sure some people who have caught me at bad times would point to me and say “she’s terrible!” so
There is an un-edited version of the challenge and I’m thinking about posting it because there is a good amount of time where I’m preparing to go into the water so I zone out, but I zone out while looking right at John’s crotch and it’s really incredibly awkward but I’m pretty sure you guys would get a kick out of it
That moment when your scumbag phone makes a group message when you wanted individual messaging and you accidentally interrupt isaisanisa on a date then feel bad for the rest of the night because its 2014 and you should know how to use a damn phone by now. Sorry isa. I’ll buy you lunch when you get here.
I have never heard you speak before, this may sound weird, but I love your voice!
Omfg I don’t actually like my voice all that much……
When I was younger I thought it sounded too low
but then I started cosplaying men and I hated that it sounded too high and I’ve just never been happy with it, I guess.
That’s why I don’t do many acting-cosplay videos that require dialog
you are so unbelievably gorgeous as ruby. omg have you considered modeling? thats the first thing i thought when i saw that photo set
Oh man thank you for the compliment, anon but I couldn’t ever deal with the stress of needing to look a specific way
(Also, since I’m a 10/12 I’m considered “plus sized” But I don’t have the right shape for plus-sized modelling
Which is just silly because I think I look average-ish…)
Yes yes yes, body-image stress would kill me.
And like, MODELLING IS HARD You don’t realize how completely lost you are in front of a camera until you’re working with a professional. Like, lemme tell you, Jackson (the Sam in that shoot) is so fantastic with just… knowing exactly what to do
It was an absolute dream to work with him— even when I shot him by his self he needed very very few directions
oh man this ended up being a really long reply
basically, I’m okay with doing my little cosplay thing, but I’ll stay behind the camera in the professional world
Please donate anything if you can. Even 50 cents makes a difference! Thanks guys! They’re moving to Cali to follow their dreams and get into TV production. You know they have the talent, just help them get the mileage.
Okay no so one of our favorite things ever is when we’re hanging out at a con and we meet people who don’t know us and we totally hit it off and become biffles and take a whole bunch of selfies together and then they post those selfies and get a slew of messages saying “OH MY GOD YOU MET ISA AND JOHN??”
AND THEN THEY COME BACK TO US LIKE ??? WHY DO PEOPLE KNOW WHO YOU ARE???
So yeah, thank you to the person who apparently made it their mission to send those asks to the people who meet us I’m pretty sure it’s only like one of you (and it’s probably just Bonnie) but omfg it’s one of our favorite things thank you